how is it possible for a human to feel like this? this defies all logic and bodily functions, because sleeping is impossible, eating is futile, my heart beats so fast that i'm sure it will stop soon, and i can even say that i can't walk.
at the risk of sounding cheesy, no one should ever go through life without feeling exactly like this...especially not the people i adore. no one should settle for less.

thank you, nyc for breaking my foot.
thank you, cnh for breaking my soul.






i love you both, broken foot or not.