i haven't been MIA, i've just been busy and frustrated.
i wish i could find some sort of balance at my job that didn't make me feel so bipolar about my swings between loving and hating it completely.
i wish i could like the idea of circles under my eyes from drinking vodka-sodas instead of beer, so i can cut out these stupid calories.
i wish i didn't feel so sluggish and unmotivated half of the time.
i wish i could afford my health insurance that i am now cancelling.
i wish i could see my friends more, i miss them.
i wish i wish i wish i wish. how pointless.
i had a conversation with josh today about holding grudges.
i've realized that i dwell on things far too often, and must remind myself that some things ultimately don't matter.
maybe by writing it down i'll remember. just remind me every so often, ok?
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